Anonymous asked: You're fucking superficial.
Didn’t say I wasn’t. I know I can be superficial sometimes, not gonna deny that. But I hate how thoughts like that can even enter my head. Judging someone based on looks and not wanting to associate yourself with them is terrible, but it’s common. Some people can’t help it, or would have to force themselves to be nice. It’s cause it’s something out of the “ordinary” for them. Truly hats off to anyone who has never, ever, changed how they act or base their reactions toward someone they deem to be “odd.” Cause you’re like… A saint.
Would you still treat me the same if I looked different? How about if I were just a little bit chubbier, or shorter, or not so good looking?
Would you still laugh at my jokes? Will you be weird with me still? Or look at me the same way?
Would you like or love me?
Would you even be my friend…?
This world can be so superficial. Sometimes I wonder how differently people would treat others if they didn’t look the way they do now.
I love having the knowledge, but I hate studying.
I love performing, but I hate the stress that follows up before it.
I want to be a doctor, but I’m not the best studious person.
I want to be a performer of some sort, but that isn’t very stable.
I don’t know what I want anymore. Why can’t there be performing doctors? Like first I treat your illness then I dance or something for you. Then we can like go eat or something.
I wanna double major in medicine and performing arts while minoring in being a fat ass. Is that so hard?